An Off Day
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 i know i told gan that emo blogging is just about the worst thing that you can do, especially when you're feeling emo, but i really need to say this, and there's no one i know that will hear me:i have really, really, really bad good dreams.
i will spare the details, but i woke up this morning at 9am, semi-consciously dry sobbing and really really bummed. and i hate that right now, i am someone that wants something that i cannot have, and once in a while i have a dream in which i am someone that has that thing and it's weird, but i hate those dreams, because i will invariably spend the rest of the day moody and haunted.
so today i skipped school, i skipped aikido and i feel thinner somehow, like i'm not all here and i have spent the whole day sitting in front of my computer, trying to find something to do that will interest me but nothing seems to be worth doing. i am, at least, thankful that tuesdays are days where skipping school is actually not that big a deal.
i hate these days.
4 Comments:
know the feeling. when blue, eat.
yuch: meh. no! haha the tendency to do so is ginormous and recurring and compulsive and all those big scary three-syllable words that lead to obesity (^_^")
eeeeps. big hug for you. hope you'll have better days soon!
anyway i get really bad dreams too. :( they're bad-bad though, not bad-good.
EH. cny's coming!
i just had that day today. complete with sobbing and it happened TWICE. cos i managed to fall asleep twice.
-twinnie.
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